Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Friendly movers

I STILL GOT THE TIME TO SIT HERE AND BLOG.
HAHAHAHAHA
MARDARFARKAR!!!!

i hate this last minute studying. As if it would help me.
But dear one and only which answer my prayers.
Please make today and tomorrow's paper the easiest paper on earth for me to answer.

:(:(
okay i wanna drink some milo now.
and eat some kokocrunch
and oreo cereal.

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

why hello again, newer day.

The more i think about you, the more irritated i get with you.
The more i see your fucked up face, the more i want to kill you.
The more you speak, the more i want to break that voice box of yours.
The more you walk around thinking that you are now one of the best, the more i just want to step on your face and bring you down, way down where you belong.

The way you behave, if fucking annoying. i don't think you're good at all.
i don't think you're worth it.


well, you can now say I'm childish, but i don't fucking care.

Friday, February 5, 2010

6 and many more to come.

i don't think i'm lying to myself.
i really do hope this is real. for you too.

so much fun andddd fun.aha don't know what other word to use.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

i wanna make you breakfast everymorning.

When you walked in, i seriously thought i saw the wrong person.
Because i was bitching with valerie and your figure came by.
I looked away,thinking for 2 seconds that that tall dude can't be MIKAIL.
Cause MIKAIL IS IN CAMP! well, or suppose to be.

But i had to look again, because somehow the dressing made me think that it was you.
i like this, i like us. I love us.
it sucks that you're not around. I'm gonna find a job. So i can start saving and earn big bucks before you.

i'm so tired. i want you here, so you can decide for me, what school should i choose. and what job i should apply for. Being a freaking relief teacher sucks. >:(

Saturday, January 30, 2010

You trying to hide something

It's fucking frustrating when they always say there's nothing but truthfully, you know something is going on be it on one side, or both sides.
Like fuck, you have a mouth, you can fucking say.
maybe we just don't really care anymore.

the wife always know.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

I MISS YOU







My dear love, one and only, fattay cat.
Life is tough when you're not around.
i have no one to sleep with me on the bed anymore.
i have no one to meow like a kuku in the early morning just to be let out to pee.
i have no one to beg me for food.
i have no one to play toy car with.
i have no one to dress up with the only 1 dress i bought for you.
i have no one to make cute pink wings for.
i have no one to look at when i walk up the stairs coming home from training.
i have no one to search for when there's a thunder storm.

I CANNOT PICK YOU UP AND HUG YOU LIKE A LITTLE BABY.
:(:(:(
but i'm glad that the last i saw you, you are still alive.
the pain of your death, i would never experience and i'm very happy for that.
you so very cute kittyyyycatt







Sunday, January 24, 2010

"Are you going to school tomorrow?" "No, I'm riding my unicorn to Alaska."

i keep looking at photos, results, photos, results.
all so nice. i would want it to happen soon, one day.
travelling.
all over.

It's not the satisfaction i get from being able to travel
it's the sweat, the pain, the hardship which i really like, i just want it to happen now. again.